Thursday, January 20, 2011

Day 3

Has been BAD!

I got up late today, forgot to rub my balls, so was late with that. Was super hungry. I grabbed the milk that Ken bought last night and poured it into the mug thingy. I have been super hungry all morning but dreading the milk. Noon comes and I get the milk out of the frig, open it up and there are little while curd things on the top. GROSS! So I scoop them out figuring that must be normal it is fat milk afterall. Took a sip GAG, put some vanilla and cinnamon in, gag, more, gag, honey, gag. I downed like half at one time. HURL I feel like going in the bathroom and puking. It was so horrible, I pured it out couldn't do it. It tasted like it was spoiled or something. I talked to Ken and asked him if he looked at the date on the milk. nope of course not. Dear GOD I hope it is spoiled because if that's what it normally tastes like I will NOT be doing this. I just can't. My stomach is in knots right now. I started crying on the phone because I was pretty optimistic until now and I'm gonna start my period soon so you know I'm a hormonal mess not too mention my body is freaking out.

I hate today and want to go home and eat a fucking cheeseburger!

Hopefully I will post something positive later.

1 comment:

  1. Hang in there Sonya we are all rooting for you!